the title of ' PEkCHeK'!!!

hmmm.. today i'm very pekchek. it's cause of many things..
first.. second.. third.. fourth.. SO MANY!!! ARGHH!!!!!!!!
i TAHAN whole day. i cant tahan anymore.. i feel tat i almost burst!!
aGHHHHH!!! maybe, this is the day of me tat non-hyperactive..
very pekchek.. really.. HAIZ..

kids, guys, mans!!!

how i believe in guy anymore??
at first, it's really hard for me to believe u! but now wat have u done??!!
not juz once! but many timeS!!! how could i believe u again??
but my stupid brain still believe in u!! how stupid i am??!!
pls, if u like her, dont appear in front of me anymore!! i really hope tat i can disappear form this world! but i cant!! i know i cant!!
so, pl.. if u chasing her. dont spread the news!!
when u chasing one girl, your friends said tat u like another girls!!
wat is your feeeling?? wat is my feeling??
u are happy but i am not!!
do u really know my feeling??
pls, be honest to your heart next time!! dont let another ppl like me suffer anymore!!
count as i beg u!!!


***written by stupid girl***

forgiveness..

actually i cant forgive myself..
of course it have some reason..
but i dint tell anyone..
cos if i tell it will happen again.. or i can say it already happened..
it's faith!! =)
now i'm trying.. trying hardly to forget the pain.. the feeling.. and everything.
but.. is it easy??
hahahahahaha..
besides trying still is trying..
I KNOW I CAN!!! JIA YOU!~~

moody~~

this week!! is my moody week!! i cried many times.. but.. is it work??
haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz!!!!
i feel tat i wan express my feeling now!! but how can i express out?
i really dont know.. i just know.. I JUST KNOW I JUST CAN CRY!!!
besides that.. i really dont know what should i do..
i dint blame anyone but myself.. i know i'm wrong.. i make u suffer all the time. i'm really sry.
what i'm disappointed is.. u are the guy make me believed but also the only guy make me do not believe!!
i think u also feel tat we always quarrel this few times.. me too!!
i'm really tire of it!! now, i just know, if u like someone. u wont hurt her, do something wrong to her.. this is the most important..
actually i already forgave u many times.. but u still like this.. my heart really not strong enough to 'tahan' all this. I'm sorry..

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the feeling~

what's your feeling if the person like u but he still help others while u are in bad situation too??
I think no one will know, haha.
this week, i really beh tahan something. hope LORD can help me overcome it...
sure HE will.. AMEN
Now, i facing some problem, but i hope it will not 'halang' me to baptize..
i really hope. His family will become christian too..
Especially his mum..
Erm, the exam, PS2 is over!! but.. my result is KNS!!!
will try harder next time.. haha
today is last day to school an this year..
it's passed very fast.. the things happen in January juz like happen in yesterday..
haiz..

10.10.2009

Hurrays!!!!!
Today is marriage renewal day..
there is 150++ participate..
i and one of my church friend hope our husband is a christian..
although now he is not, but i will pray for it..
AMEN!!
He really is a nice guy, but why i don't want accept??
Haha.. really got many many reasons..
But!! The most important reason of it is now I'm a student and parents, church not encourage to have a boyfriend..
i will listen to it!!
i knew tat God sure have prepare for me.. AMEN
well.. id int follow my mum to make up.
Now alone in home.. blogging..
It's nice too.. hope i wont forget to bring my ticket..
=)
la~la~la~la~
exam is coming soon,, but i havent prepare yet!!
Why i'm lazy?? (no one know.. haha)

abOut ThiS wEek..

This week is hari raya week.. 7 days, 168 hours, 10080 minutes, 604800 seconds..
Well, so many seconds..
but I'm quiet busy in this week..
4 days work, one day tuition, two days play and one day went to school..
really busy right?? haha
whatever, I'm SSSSSSoooooo happy can work together with my friends..
mei wen, sian yung, ahpek, jia xin and pei ing..
work happily..
=p
And.. and.. and..and...
i done wrong thing.
although it's not so wrong.. haha.
REGRET!!!! XD

* Hope WONT and ever do something make me very regret..