Thursday, August 5, 2010

haiz...

sometimes, ohno, not sometimes!! it's everyday, every minute, every second..
i would like to be a bird.
A BIRD..
it has freedom, it always happy, it has no worries at all!!
sometimes, i wish i could pass my form 5 faster.. i isn'y happy at all in this year.
i tried my best to be a happy girl. but i couldn't *sometimes does happy*
i really hope i can pass this year faster, so that i can start my new life.
105 days more!!
but i know i would miss some friends..
it's complicated feeling and thinking..
but i know,
i still an contact those friend who really good with me..
HAIZ..
but there's not much.
i ever sad of this word "friend"
as we grow older, we can find that the word " friend" is really far away from us.
do u have any best friend? hmmm.. dont say about best friend, we said about friend.
i knew, i'm not a best friend, even a friend!!
i really cant control myself sometimes.
i cried, but, after crying, i'm still cant do anything.
nobody knows my feeling. and i know, nobody will like to know..
HAHA!!
yup, my best listener is my blog.
i could express all y feelings here.
i knew, nobosy would read my blog, isn't??
haiz.. i'm the person who cry easily.. i hate this attitude!!
here, i would like to say thanks to sian yng, although our relationship is far right now, and i really sad of it..
funny right? sometimes ppl really sad of it, but another doesn't.. by the way, i dont mean u.
what i wan to say is, u rememeber got one time we 'teman' pang sing go eat his lunch??
then we back to your house. i rememebered, u ask me to eat something.
i really touched that day, cos u will still care for me. anyway, maybe u think that is just a small matter.. haha..
hmmmm, and others. i will say next time.
ohya, thanks for chia sing got asked me to kuching fes.. really touched eh!!
although we are not same class.. =)




ps. when can i found my listener? =.=